People say I have a scary sort of confidence.
I lie awake at night, watching the moonlit sky
for some inkling of my past lives.
I lay awake and cry the sweet tears of blood.
Anger? Or sorrow? I cannot tell.
This night calms me. Soothes me.
I take a deep breath,
smelling the wonderful evergreen trees I love.
I cannot cry anymore.
So I cry to the moon.
I cry and cry,
but the moon never answers.
So I fade into the evergreen trees I love.
And, become the background.